i've never been good with change, which is peculiar since it has characterized my life more than anything for as long as i can remember. but nevertheless, there it is.
so i have a studio. see the pictures? it's empty now (though it did acquire some plants today!); once my furniture comes this weekend it will be transformed into a (more) usable workspace. it terrifies me still, but whenever i am there i am happy and comfortable, and i have to suppose that that means something. and something good, even. i may take paints there this weekend to continue what i'm working on, though i am weary of bringing too much for fear of cluttering up space that will be needed for furniture assembly. we shall see.
i also now have a fancy new nano... it appeared in my world because i needed some sort of musical system for the studio. my two year old shuffle, bless its little pack-of-gum heart, was not up to the challenge. so my darling boyfriend got me the Darkling. only we got home and discovered that my G4-dinosaur couldn't talk to it; i needed an OS upgrade of a serious sort. so that was a 24 hour i-can't-run-leopard-but-they-don't-sell-tiger epoch. but again, the courageous jonathan prevailed, and here i sit, Darkling filled with two plus days of my music, dinosaur-come-tiger humming away on OS X 10.4.11.
i don't recognize this life, but whose ever it is, i'll take it.